Ellorian slipped out the back of the inn and sat on the steps facing the sea. Why would she write if she didn’t want him here? Why was she dodging questions posed by both himself and their son? Was she even the same person he had fallen in love with all those years ago? She looked the same, but the way she acted was different.
And she had the nerve to call him grumpy, as if he was the one whom had changed.
He buried his face in his hands. She had blamed her daughter for rescheduling their trip to Auberdine. She could have told him before that. She didn’t.
He heard plate boots on the stairs behind him. He quickly wiped his eyes and turned around.
“Ellorian,” she said while removing her plated gloves. She sat beside him and touched his hand. “It’s not safe for you here. You should have waited.”
He raised an eyebrow. There were a million things he wanted to say right now. Part of him wanted to throw himself at her, to forgive her, to love her. The other part couldn’t even begin to figure out where to start with how upset he was. He pulled his hand back. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
She sighed, “I told you. That little brat resche–”
“You could have told me before that.” Ellorian interrupted.
“I was scared. I didn’t know how you would react. I couldn’t stay in Feathermoon, and risk having the wrong people trying to find out who their father was. I did not want to risk you nor your hidden sanctuary. I didn’t want to hurt you. Would it have helped to know that you had children that you couldn’t see?”
“Something could have been arranged. I could have translocated to a spot in the forest where we could meet.”
“And I would be followed by curious sentinels who would then kill you on sight and put me to trial? Believe me, I considered the options before moving.” She moved her hand to his again. “I wanted you to know, but perhaps it was for the best that you didn’t.” Aerrissa looked around, “Speaking of curious sentinels…” Her voice lowered to a hushed whisper. His brow shot up again as she whispered in his ear. “I had letters in my bag. From you. The old ones that you would sometimes leave for me near the outer courtyard door. When I was arrested they took my bags. The letters are missing. That’s why I told you not to come here.”
“You still have those?” He paused, considering the rest of what she just said, “They can’t do anything about that now, right?”
“Not directly, not now. I can see them saying because it happened in the past it should be treated by the laws of the past. It doesn’t help that the captain leading the investigation is a woman that I used to outrank and I wasn’t exceptionally nice to her.”
Ellorian groaned, “Aerrissa, why didn’t you tell me all of this in the letter?” The last thing he wanted right now was trouble with the sentinels.
“I honestly didn’t think you would come. I was told you found the twins, and believed I was dead like everyone else. I figured you must be angry.”
“I’m not?”
“You still talk to me.”
Ellorian looked away, towards the rolling waves on the sea. “All of this time, Aerrissa, I dreamed of seeing you again. I waited for you to come back. Every night. Sometimes I would venture out further out, and leave a letter for you near the main courtyard. They were never picked up. When, at last, I could leave, I spent weeks searching through records for you, and questioning people who might have seen you, despite the looks they gave me. Then I learned you were dead, and my heart broke. Then I learned I have two sons that you never told me about, and my heart broke again.” He looked at her, “And now, you’re here. I had to know why. Why would you do that to me? Why would you do that to your children?”
She watched the waves for a minute. A tear ran down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away. “I told you. I didn’t want to endanger you. Nor did I think you would want to know about children that you could never see.” She paused briefly, “As for letting everyone believe I was dead, I was stressed out and wasn’t thinking. I never purposely set out to cause anyone pain.”
He twitched an ear, and nodded.
She glanced over to where the sentinels were training in the moonlight. “We’ve already spent too much time talking alone. If you talk to them, I would use a different name if I were you. Will you stay much longer?”
“I was planning on another day, but with what I know now, about the letters, I think it would be best if I left.”
She nodded, holding back tears. “Can I visit you?”
He nodded as he stood, and descended the rest of the steps. He walked into the area between the stairs where no one could see. She followed him.
“Goodbye Ellorian.”
He looked at her. Maybe she hadn’t changed so much after all. No doubt she would never show up in Dalaran. “Goodbye Aerrissa.” He cast his teleport spell. Seconds later, he collapsed on his bed and cried.