Jaeyn wrote Tathariel a letter. It wasn’t very nice. Part of me wants to ask what she wrote to make him that angry. The other part of me just says to let it go. They will never get along. I don’t want her to try writing him again. He’s unpredictable. He mailed a boot with the letter.
That doesn’t mean I don’t want to see him from time to time. He’s still my brother. He might be stupid, but we still watch out for each other. Maybe I could visit him while Tathariel sleeps or something. I would like to hear his side of this, but I’m not even entirely sure where he is. The last I knew he spends his time between Feralas and Stonetalon, but he also spent a lot of time in Outland before. He’s unpredictable.
Things were weird last night. Kel was downstairs for a bit. She’s been sewing some baby clothes. I went to the room and got some of the ones Relanos had grown out of to give back to her. Tath was there with Relanos, and he was almost asleep. I didn’t get them all because I didn’t want to make too much noise looking for the other bag. I was able to give Kel some though. She said she’s working on a couple things for Relanos too, which is good because he keeps growing.
We talked a bit about the Firelands. It’s strange. She’s always been a good listener. She knows what I went through in the Eastern Kingdoms while I was ‘missing’. So many times I went to her while I was upset. It’s not easy to mourn your own death. It isn’t easy to forgive yourself for things you did while not in control of yourself. I never thought of her as needing someone to listen, but I think she does. Last night, she talked. I listened. It was weird, opposite of how things always were.
She’s scared. She’s scared of a lot of things. She’s heard a lot of things while just being at the inn. She fears for Ornasse’s safety. I’m sure the healers aren’t too close to the fighting. They were put in quieter places in Icecrown, not in the midst of battle. Even the battle healers were kept back a ways.
She’s scared of labor too. She said it will hurt. I would guess that she’s right. I think she’ll do fine though.
After a bit she went upstairs to check if Ornasse came back. She didn’t come back down so I assume he was there.
That was when Tathariel came out and showed me the letter she got from Jaeyn. Relanos was asleep then but after some time I thought I heard him cry. He didn’t keep crying though, so I went back to check on him, leaving Tathariel on the bench in the common area. He was awake so I gave him his milk bottle and changed his diaper. It was wet. He’s walking now. I wonder how long it will be before we can teach him to use a bush, or an outhouse, although he is small yet. I wouldn’t want him to fall in. A bush is probably safer. Anyway, he eventually went back to sleep, and I went back out to sit with Tathariel.
Except I had to stop.
Terivanis was there talking to Tathariel. He’s worried about Vajarra. I thought maybe I should stay back so he’ll keep talking. He sounded like he needed someone to talk to, and he doesn’t talk to me because of what I am. I think he usually talks to Kel too, but obvious not if she’s occupied. I waited for him to leave before peaking around the pillar at Tathariel. She thought I was spying. I wasn’t. I didn’t want to interrupt, and I know how he feels about me. He’ll never know it, but I allowed him that time.
I think he’s sleeping in stormcrow form again.
I haven’t seen Phaa. I hope she didn’t turn into a demon too.