Dear Wedding Diary Book,
I’m so excited I can’t sleep. I have to, but I can’t. I have to get up in the morning for my appointment with the hair stylist, then I have to get the dress and the bouquet. Oh and I keep forgetting to ask Kestrae or Sora if they can check on the cats while we’re gone. Kestrae is upset about Sath, so maybe I should ask Sora.
I guess Kestrae and Sath’alor had an argument about how possessive he is. He didn’t want her talking to any other guys or something. I’m glad Raleth isn’t like that. I like talking to Ellorian, Thero and Sath. I’m not sure about Teniron yet, but he seems okay when he’s sober. Anyway, I don’t think I would have liked it much if he forbade me to talk to anyone, and I can understand it’s very upsetting for her. She did really well hosting the party despite everything though.
She might have drunk a little too much.
We played some games. No one got the thing in the right place. We played a poetry game that was fun, and we talked a lot. Oh and Raleth is average, which is good to know. I mean, it wouldn’t have mattered because it’s almost always good. There was just that one time with the one thing we tried from the book that didn’t work so well. I think if it were big, it would hurt, and that wouldn’t be very fun at all. I remember the first time it hurt, and I expected that, but I wouldn’t want it to hurt like that all the time. It always feels good now.
I miss him. I tried to sleep, but I couldn’t. I tried cuddling the pillow, but it’s not him. I like snuggling next to him and resting my head on his chest and listening to his heart beat as we fall asleep. I can’t do that tonight, and it’s something I’ve gotten used to. That and the cats aren’t here.
I bet Daemah is having fun at the guys party since she’s the only girl there. I bet she thinks they’re all silly. I hope they’re not talking about me.
I’m going to try thinking about him and getting to sleep again. I need to rest for tomorrow!